Bottomless ache chokes. No recipient. Hurls you into an abyss of loneliness. Leviathan ever awaits.
Suppress and wrestle. One day, she bursts forth, destroying sensibility. Uproots everything you know. Sense of self. Sense of worth. Timing. Appropriateness. Decorum.
She will smother with tentacles tightening with each rejection. Indiscriminate betrayer of what you hold dear.
Until one day you learn to not fight her. Feed her. Let her leave love trails everywhere. She will do it anyway. This way, you’re less bruised.