One more day to go and suddenly I am incredibly exhausted. I’d rather nap than blog. The only thing that keeps me going is my promise. Good thing I made one, otherwise I wouldn’t have continued. Thank you for the strength you give me by reading and witnessing my journey.
The last few moments before the end of a grueling marathon can be the worst. It is in those moments that your mind, body, being resolve whether to finish or to curl up in a ball right there. The next challenge is important for me to keep going. Come run with me.
Today’s challenge: Dare to want…wantonly. Allow yourself to want for no reason. Want things you’ve never wanted before. Want until you want no more. Write it all down. Change your mind if you need to. Keep going until you see what you say you want and match that to what you really want. Write that list about ideal mate that you’ve resisted writing for years. Go ahead, write it. Want him and everything. Go!
Wanting is such a odd thing. Most of us don’t allow ourselves to want things fearing that wanting things that don’t manifest may kill us or be close to dying. We treat our wants as if we will never have them and work to push them away. In turn, we end up yearning those things that we deny.
We suffer when we live as if wanting is a reminder of our inadequacy. We are stuck believing that we’re not enough to deserve or earn our wants. What if wanting was a normal part of your day as simple and constant as brushing your teeth? What if wanting was a tool that you use to design your life? Today’s challenge is my opportunity to dream to the point of incredulousness, dance into the impossible and shed suffering. So I will be writing that list and collaging my vision of heart-thumping future. What have you not dared to want?
Today’s victory: I spent a wonderful weekend failing and winning at most of my challenges. When I missed the challenge mark, I made sure I went back and hit it dead on. That looked like heated discussions, impasses and, finally, peaceful resolution. I’m glad I have these tools working actively in my life.
Gratitude: I am grateful for the incredible community that surrounds, supports and fuels my dreams.
On the horizon: The scoreboard